Great news.
I'm grounded...For a month.
A month.

Yesterday, I had a very tiring GCSE Math exam that took up my first and second lessons at school.
I then continued to attend my third and fourth lessons.
BUT, me and my best friend decided that we were going to leave because we weren't doing anything important in our last lesson.

BIG mistake.

My mum and dad came home.
I think you can imagine the drama.

We were immediately drove back to school, (The time was about twenty to three. School finishes at three.) the school teachers asked why we had 'done what we did', and then lead us to the lesson we would have had to explain to our teacher why we were not at our lesson and that we had, in fact, truanted.

We have been put on report for a week.
This means that to every lesson we attend, the teacher has to sign it to proove that we were in that lesson.

I have a detention on Tuesday.
And another on wednesday. (Both are after school detentions.)
My friend has the same, only she wasn't grounded.
AT ALL.

Not being able to get out the house sets off my claustrophobia, and I feel so stressed and trapped.
It also means I cannot see my love, and that makes me even more depressed.
I've been crying for two days straight, and I feel sick to the bone.
I've thrown up once because I'm so stressed.
I want to see my love.
It isn't fair.

It's killing me inside.

Well guy's, today is the day i turn 15.
And it's been one of the greatest birthdays ever!

It's seems like only yesterday i was posting my journal announcing my fourteenth...Boy has the year flown.
I joined when i was thirteen, now look at me! Fifteen! I really am shocked!
I'll just give you a run through of my day, you guy's will NOT believe this...
I went on a two hour trek...With ponies!
We left the house at nine, my parents refused to tell me what the surprise was, so i just had to wait patiently.
We drove right out of my county! So it was a 'fairly' long drive...And we ended up at 'Northfield stables - Pony trekking and riding centre' I could've died.
We walked up and i heard lots of whinnying, so by now i was screaming inside with excitement, i saw lots of horses and ponies already tacked up and ready to go, me and my family just had to choose a suitable riding hat first.
I was really hoping in my head that the supervisors wouldn't 'lead' me with a headcoller or anything, because even though this was the first time i've ever properly ridden a horse i was soooo confident i could do it, i really wanted to prove to myself that i was committed to riding, as i do take my equine knowledge really seriously.
And i was really dumbfounded when she lead out Pluto, (A beautiful black pony! He was about 13.3 hands high, and really handsome.) Let me mount him, then just told me how to hold the reins. Within five minutes i was already out on the road.
We went through the peak district as my parents had booked two hours, and that meant we went through some really rough terrain...Steep hills and paths, really rocky ones at that.
And we had to jump up this huge step made of rock, but i made it with ease! Not bad for a first timer, eh?
And i was always urging Pluto to trot, it's an exhilarating feeling.
I was dissapointed that they didn't take us to any open fields, i was really wanting to canter.
It didn't help that Pluto was quite naughty either, he wouldn't stop dipping his head to grab at the vegetation, i had to be constantly pulling the rein whenever i felt his head turn, resulting in the skin on my fingers being rubbed so badly that it came off, yup.
I have two HUGE sores where the skin has been ripped off from the reins. It's killing me, and i went through half the ride with that, still having to hold the damn things.
apart from that, today was amazing, and now my mother is interested in loaning a pony (maybe even two!) for us all to ride...The day could've been better, but the person i wanted to spend my birthday with is away, so i'm just looking on the bright side.
I also got a brand new Ipod touch! It's replaced my Ipod nano, i'm already in love with the freaking thing, i'm uploading songs to it as we speak.

Well, theres the BEST DAY EVER, for you!
I just really hope we do get to loan some horses...That ride has just made me even more desperate for an equine of my own.

[] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol (Love the stuff but don't worry, i'm not a 'constant' drinker, i have the odd glass)
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex (Yup, and they weren't family...)
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex (Family and friends)
[x] kissed someone of the same sex (family)
[] had sex (Too young for that...)
[x] had someone in your room other than family (Obviously)
[x] watched porn (Either pranked to watch it by evil mates or it's popped up on the T.V or computer )
[] bought porn
[] tried drugs

TOTAL: 6


[x] taken painkillers. (I'm usually in a lot of pain)
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine (Was desperate)
[x] lied to your parents (When don't i?)
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt (All the time...Though now i'm hurting a lot more by someone that's supposed to love me...)
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[] seen someone die

TOTAL: 15


[x] missed curfew (I'm always late for anything)
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL: 20


[] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade ()
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night (But didn't get drunk! I can take a lot of alcohol, i've had more than that too...Never been drunk in my life )
[] had a spring break in Florida (Does going on holiday there in february count?)
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish (Wearing it right now baby! And have wore it HUNDREDS of times before )
[x] wore arm bands.
[] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap (I like some rap songs)
[] owned a 50 Cent CD (Hate the guy)

TOTAL: 25

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[x] fainted
[] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL: 31

[x] had a crush on a friend
[] been to a concert ( I shall soon...Have had plenty of opportunities)
[x] dry-humped someone (Lolz, crazy time with friends. )
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror (Twice. Here's a tip...Never slam your bathroom door if there is a mirror on the back. I have done this twice. A mirror hasn't been put on there since)
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house (I have also slept at this persons house)
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. ( My sisters accidently...I've done it loads of times and obviously haven't learnt my lesson.)

TOTAL: 37

[] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[] seen an R-rated movie in theater (Don't need to go the the theater to do that. )
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[] lied about your age ( I bought a drink absolutely full of caffeine but the cashier didn't ask for my age. So i guess i didn't 'lie' exactly. )

TOTAL: 41

[] owned/rented an apartment/house. (A 14 year old girl?)
[] broke the law in the police's presence
[] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] got in trouble with the police. (Nothing serious, just a lecture, can't remember why though.)
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[] kissed a stranger.
[] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 46


[] met face-to-face with someone you met online (Maybe one day)
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight (Yeah...)
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight (is a lazy b**ch
[x] been to a fair (I've never not been to the town fair that comes for about a week a year in the winter...I've also been to the well known, massive/awesome GOOSE FAIR in Nottingham, awesome times.)
[x] been called a bad influence
[] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone (more than once)
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex ()
[x] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 54

I'm a horrible person...So what else is new?

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

EDIT: Wow. Has it really been a year already? I can't believe how quickly my time on here has just rushed past...It's unbelieveable.
My dA anniversery was just yesterday, and i can't believe it means i've been on here a whole year. RegalSoul is one year old! Happy dA birthday to me.
I'd like to take this as an opportunity to say thanks to all my lovely watchers and friends. Thank you.
I feel so OLD now.


Sorry for the lack of posts, reply's, comments and faves, friends.
Unfortunately (for me at least) my comic Remembering tomorrow is postponed until further notice.
I apologize if i haven't been an active watcher, i feel as though i've been neglecting my friends on here.
You guy's mean the world to me, so don't think it's just because "i can't be bothered" with you.
DA has been absorbing far too much of my time, and i've realised this for a long time and (until now) have decided to do something about it.
Though i can't say that being over obsessed with dA hasn't helped me with my art.
I've been drawing for DA...For you.
And i've improved far beyond expected in my opinion.
But recently i just have been bored of it...Drawing every single day or being on DA when i could be out with my friends, having fun in the real world, if you get my point.
Don't get me wrong though, i have been drawing...Kind of.
Just a few sketches here and there. I only drew a picture of Amistad yesterday, in fact.
But that was the first time i've drawn anything in about a week.
So this journal is basically just a heads up that i am alive, only...My account won't be much 'alive', y'know?
I've got some REALLY close friends on here, and you guy's know who you are...A heart for you my sweets. I love you. DA is no fun without you all.

Do remember though, this journal does not mean that i won't be posting art.
It just means that i won't be posting alot or being online that much.
My MSN addie is available to all of my lovely friends, incase i can't chat over DA.
Sorry if i let down my friends, i'd comment on every single picture that came up in my inbox if i had enough time. You know i would.

This is the last journal for a while.
Bye-bye.

~RegalSoul~

I can happily say that my Easter break started today at approx 1.00pm four and a half hours ago!
I was grateful we got let out of school early, the weather is really warm and sunny!
I have high hopes for summer if spring is this warm and clear! We couldn't have started our break at a better time.
Right, so i have two weeks off school, meaning i might be able to start my first comic page...I already did a draft, and believe me i never thought it was going to be so hard! I'm really struggling with how i'm going to draw it out...I literally gave up after one attempt. And goodness knows how my backgrounds will turn out! (Now i really don't want to think about that one.)
I'm also a little worried about my coursework...I'm behind and my Business one was supposed to be in for today!
I really hope i can give it in after the holiday's, i shall cry if it's too late.
No, really...I'll cry. Believe it or not i really want a good, decent job and to make my parents happy and proud of me.
I'm really conifdent i did my science GCSE tests well! So i'm excited about the results for that one, and i actually think i did OK at my maths one too...That's a good sign right? If i'm confident i did Good-ish.
Don't want to put my hopes up too high though.

Anyways, i hope each one of you have a super easter holiday and get lots of lovely chocolate eggs!
I didn't get any last year. But it's OK, i'm not that bothered about chocolate at easter anymore.
You wouldn't believe the amount i had years ago...MASSIVE ones, i had at least 10 once. Same goes for my sinister sister.

Happy Easter, my dear buddies.